Archive for January, 2015

Letter to some forgotten god

Friday, January 30th, 2015

Dear forgotten god, So, my heart’s guitar strings pick and say…..”Truly my greatest fear of prison, old friend, is to die and no one knowing of I, prisoner 12973, thus I must write. I also practiced the slaying-of-emotion to survive the 4th world…..Gosh,and I know my pen hand runs dark at times. I guess it […]

Dream, Trains, and Tears

Saturday, January 24th, 2015

So be it. I had the same dream more than once last night…..There was a train. I, in a boxcar.The one sliding door had cell bars. Alone, only food and I were locked in. In the dream, it was always night, just dark no moon nor stars.The fast moving train only showed a black vastness […]

Prisoners' Tale

Saturday, January 24th, 2015

The bus like hated beast moves through American night. Inside, shackled men with unmoving smell…..The beast exhausts…..crawls, halts. The shackled men staring down shuffle off ,sound of chains drag….. There ,before them high granite steps…..Coming down upon lined-up bodies, hard rain. Held there….. cold, wet. A cold burn of metal up against wrist and ankle. […]

The Lap Of Waves (The Finale)

Saturday, January 24th, 2015

Then, the sex began, sex and the words. Of how he was going to blow my brains out after he screwed me…..He’s been screwing me for hours, entering me in every way, painful ways. “…..now!” He has a handful of my hair, the gun is very near, I believe I’m going to die. My face […]

The Lap of Waves PT2

Thursday, January 15th, 2015

It has been three weeks since I’ve opened the briefcase. The last week he hasn’t come near me. He sleeps in another room. I asked him if anything was the matter and got coolly stare at. Christ, these fuckin’ mob guys, so lovey-dovey, then bam, they’ll turn on you. He’s been drinking more. He’s not […]