What to say?? My 25th Christmas “caged”. I haven’t sent out any holiday cards since the death of my son. I can’t. I do phone my daughter on all the holidays. I smile on the holidays. The smile does not mean alot since it is only of the face, and not the heart these days. [...]

It’s 3 days before Christmas and it looks like my “Christmas Wish” is not coming true again this year. In all actuallity, I wish everyday for George to be free. I guess I still feel the “little kid in me anticipation” of having that one “Wish” at Christmas time answered.